Today it's been one month.
Most days I'm okay without you.
But sometimes, some moments,
I feel the loss of your love like a punch to the gut.
And the blow sucks the breath from my lips,
the beat from my heart.
Every last bit.
I know that once the moment passes,
I'll survive somehow.
But in that moment...
I'd burn the very earth on which I stand
to have you back again.
Written 12.3.10 @ 1:10 AM